I am sixty-six years old now and it certainly does not seem old at all now that I have finally arrived here. In ten more days I will celebrate my favorite birthday, the day Jesus rescued me from darkness on June 10, 1970. I remember that day like it just happened. I have had a blessed life! It has not been a perfect life but it has been a blessed life.
I am sure that not too many weeks after my birth my type A personality began to reveal itself. By the time I was in kindergarten my loquacious tendencies began to show up. My report cards would have notes from my teacher that would say, “Marilyn is a good student but she talks too much!” Imagine that! Someone has to be a talker so God chose me along with many others. I feel quite comfortable most of the time sharing my story and especially all the different situations I have walked through and gained victory over. I have a treasure trove to draw from.
I also can be outspoken about many things and usually not afraid to share them. But as the saying goes, “Opinions are like arm pits. Everyone has one but they stink.” I try to be careful around the sensitive people because it has gotten me in trouble without even trying! However, I think some of this political correctness, walking on eggshells environment has taken some of the fizz out of my carbonated drink!
I realized this morning while I was reading a book by Lisa Harper titled The Sacrament of Happy that I had allowed circumstances and people in general to make me feel that my square peg had no place. Most people don’t know how to deal with those of us who are a little loud, a bit demonstrative and who are happiest when they can be entertaining or in charge. I know we can be annoying but what would you do without all this excitement?
I have discovered that even in the church we have a propensity to speak against those who are different from us. But when our words towards our fellow believers are harsh we wound. “But if you bite and devour one another, take care that you are not consumed (destroyed) by one another.” Galatians 5:15. So, we need not to be so critical.
We do not need to compare ourselves to others. We are each uniquely made to be just who God created us to be. “There are different kinds of spiritual gifts, but the same Spirit is the source of them all.” I Corinthians 12:4. Be happy with your personality and use it for God’s glory.
Remember, we all were created by God. We are all special. Psalm 139:14, “Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous-how well I know it.” No one can take our place. We each contribute something to the family.
So, if you feel like the square peg too remember that hats can hang on square pegs, they are used in framing buildings, making joints stronger, building furniture and you can play Jenga with them too! We do have a place.
I don’t say all of this to be discouraging but to remind myself and others who have always felt that they were a bit of an oddball to renew their commitment to be the best square peg in the bunch and rejoice in the Lord because He designed you just the way you are!
Living by the brook,